things change. people change. feelings change. seasons change. life changes. it's hard to accept change sometimes, but i believe that changes do make a person stronger. relationships stronger. even if that means losing one relationship, it can make another that much better.
i've learned that everyone has opinions about what i do. good. bad. whatever. i used to always want others opinions, their satisfaction. but now...i could really care less. because when it comes down to it, it's my life. these are my feelings, and my consequences. if you don't want to hear me bitch or rant about how fantastic things are...then just peace out right now. why waste my time and the energy pretending that you actually care to listen?
i will never be perfect. i've actually proven lots to myself, and to others that i am far from it. but through lack of perfection, comes imperfection, and through imperfections we will find beauty. whoever i end up with, is going to have to love my imperfections. and truuuuuust me honey, i've got lots of them to love :) don't worry, i'm not a total train wreck though haha...
hmm. so today, i was really really taken aback by someone. i saw them in a new light. it wasn't something they did, but what they said. it held so much meaning and thoughtfulness behind it. it literally stayed on my mind all day. i think it kind of gave me that little bit of energy that my cold had drained out of me. it's one of those things that's so special....i don't even want to share :)
i want a cupcake.
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